Post by Lord Raab on Aug 15, 2021 22:22:35 GMT -5
Expressing emotions discussion. Las Vegas, Nevada. Wednesday 11th August (Off-Camera)
It was that day once again of Markus's therapist Doctor Wagner, coming over to the headquarters of where Markus, Samuel and Henry live. Markus had a smile on his face after the win he got over Ragdoll and Jenny to go for the Wisdom title. Markus shook his head, prefer to keep his emotions shut down after being told to express them again to see if anything changed. They sit in the small meeting room as Markus has his head down on the table with Henry sitting with Markus.
Doctor Wagner: “Although it's great to hear from Henry that you're arranging to interact with the male and boy fans at the PPV event. That's great, but can you express your emotions to me from your own mouth than actually doing the action?”
Henry Losak: “Well, I think the only emotion he can express well is anger.”
Doctor Wagner: “I saw a smile on his face, but it seems like Markus has never been happy with his life. Granted, he had a terrible past with women.”
Markus Lord Raab: “Happiness apart from being with Samuel and my kids is something I lack. It's why I hate everyone, even myself. I will destroy anyone who hurts me and especially if they hurt my family.”
Henry Losak: “Well, news has come out with his brother turning to his dark side lately by joining a team in wrestling and well, he hasn't said much due to the shocking nature of it.”
Wagner nodded, seeing there was a lot more than lack of expressing emotions that were at hand here. Markus placed his head down on the table again, refusing to look at anyone, but covering his arm over himself, feeling ashamed he wasn't able to express other types of emotions to anyone.
Doctor Wagner: “It seems like Markus here struggles to cope with changes as well as his lack of emotional expressions apart from anger. Markus, sometimes in life, people are forced to change, whether you expected it or not. This brother of yours must have a reason for him to join a team and expressing his dark side.”
Markus Lord Raab: “He does, but I don't know if I can accept it. You're right, I struggle with changes, like mothers of Callum's and Maverick's friends talking to me. I think I hide everything with my emotions behind anger. I can't really express happiness.”
Doctor Wagner: “How come you were smiling earlier if you weren't happy? That's a sign of happiness.”
Henry Losak: “It is, but it's because of something going on in wrestling. Had he not, you wouldn't see a smile on his face at all. It's only when things are going right in wrestling that he smiles. Not anything else.”
Wagner hms to himself while writing down what has been discussed so far in the session and he's already come to conclusions on what had been said.
Doctor Wagner: “I think you need to make yourself happy without your family and wrestling. Do something other than combat sports to feel the emotions you have, like going to a non violent sports game, do an activity outside of wrestling and even hobbies you can find to do as well. It seems although you have friends that speak German, you need some English speaking friends as well.”
Henry Losak: “To be fair, I only started taking Markus to the German social club to easily make friends that way to begin with.”
Doctor Wagner: “That's great and it's good to start in small steps, but need to take it up a whole notch on having English speaking friends. I know Henry said you have trouble understanding English sometimes, but you need to make leaps forward. Of course you need to work on showing emotions and stop hiding them.”
Markus Lord Raab: “Then I make myself look weak. I don't want to look weak, especially I'm fucking embarrassed what that woman did to me without standing up for myself. That's why I can only show anger. It's my security. I'm insecure as hell.”
Wagner clicks his fingers, noticing that it wasn't from Henry's mouth of him to say that, it was Markus, expressing himself and it gave Wagner short applause for Markus for opening up, especially the words that even Henry didn't expect to hear from Markus at all. Henry was lost for words.
Doctor Wagner: “Do you know how proud of you I am for you to open up to admit your faults? A lot and you portray yourself as a monster out of the ring because it's your safety barrier, but that safety barrier has to break for you to be happy about things outside of your family and wrestling.”
Henry Losak: “I know you have a lot of severe cases of your safety barrier, but you aren't going to advance with your life if you keep using the barrier. You need to be more open and that starts when you meet male and boy fans for the first time before the PPV.”
Doctor Wagner: “Funny enough, I was going to ask about the planning of that. Good, it would teach Markus how to speak to people and how to take compliments from the fans because even people who are very disliked in wrestling have fans. Anyway, I better get back to my office and think about the lack of emotions by providing you with this chart here.”
Henry takes the chart emotions list from Wagner as Markus would rip it up because of the kind of guy he is. Wagner closes his briefcase and leaves the meeting room, along with Henry and Markus. Wagner leaves the headquarters, while Markus goes straight to the gym and workout to face against Diamond Steele and the Wisdom title match coming up as well.
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Time to crush another woman down ustream.com shoot (On-Camera)
“Ah, the famous Diamond Steele who happened to have fought my twin brother a few weeks ago. Believe me, I was just as shocked as you were when he joined a stable and turned to his dark side in that company because he had to do something with being neglicted for PPV title matches he wasn't getting and still hasn't got. But you barely put a video up. I don't know anything about you, other than what I've seen over in that other place because I believe you've not been here long enough to discuss your Level Up career or you might have, but nobody remembers it.
It's like your wrestling career as a whole, not taking anything away and it seems like the only place you put all of your efforts in is Sin City Wrestling and I got to ask, why don't you put in the effort in all the other companies you were or are apart of? I'm always busting my ass the exact same amount if it's Underground, XWF or EHWF. Nothing is different about me whatsoever.
You seem to be in a band of some sorts, but really, what has that got to do with being a successful wrestler? Being in a band can prevent you from being at your best. Me? All I ever think about is wrestling and hurting people especially women who've been my biggest fucking enemies in my life and why I became a monster because I was beaten down by one and it broke me, tore me up so bad that I wanted to kill myself. Wrestling saved my life by being able to express how I feel every single day.
Because nobody will talk to me so I use wrestling as a form of expressing how I feel with myself every single day and I love beating the living shit out of weak ass wrestlers who clearly don't belong in the business. I'm way fucking harder on you with what I said than Konrad would be. You don't have anything going on at all as of late and you are going to be an insect bite, well depending on if you speak about the video already.
I will fuck you up so bad that Level Up staff will regret placing you in this match with me and you aren't going to get out of it that easily. I have no problems using weapons and busting you wide open because that's the violent nature of what you expect from this nasty bastard. I will do everything to win this match, to send Sidney who still hasn't said shit about me a direct message.
You aren't going to be around long if you fuck with me and you aren't going to like anything I'd do in that ring, regardless of the match. I will either pin you for the three count or make one of you bitches tap the fuck out because you aren't anything impressive and haven't been for a long time.”
It was that day once again of Markus's therapist Doctor Wagner, coming over to the headquarters of where Markus, Samuel and Henry live. Markus had a smile on his face after the win he got over Ragdoll and Jenny to go for the Wisdom title. Markus shook his head, prefer to keep his emotions shut down after being told to express them again to see if anything changed. They sit in the small meeting room as Markus has his head down on the table with Henry sitting with Markus.
Doctor Wagner: “Although it's great to hear from Henry that you're arranging to interact with the male and boy fans at the PPV event. That's great, but can you express your emotions to me from your own mouth than actually doing the action?”
Henry Losak: “Well, I think the only emotion he can express well is anger.”
Doctor Wagner: “I saw a smile on his face, but it seems like Markus has never been happy with his life. Granted, he had a terrible past with women.”
Markus Lord Raab: “Happiness apart from being with Samuel and my kids is something I lack. It's why I hate everyone, even myself. I will destroy anyone who hurts me and especially if they hurt my family.”
Henry Losak: “Well, news has come out with his brother turning to his dark side lately by joining a team in wrestling and well, he hasn't said much due to the shocking nature of it.”
Wagner nodded, seeing there was a lot more than lack of expressing emotions that were at hand here. Markus placed his head down on the table again, refusing to look at anyone, but covering his arm over himself, feeling ashamed he wasn't able to express other types of emotions to anyone.
Doctor Wagner: “It seems like Markus here struggles to cope with changes as well as his lack of emotional expressions apart from anger. Markus, sometimes in life, people are forced to change, whether you expected it or not. This brother of yours must have a reason for him to join a team and expressing his dark side.”
Markus Lord Raab: “He does, but I don't know if I can accept it. You're right, I struggle with changes, like mothers of Callum's and Maverick's friends talking to me. I think I hide everything with my emotions behind anger. I can't really express happiness.”
Doctor Wagner: “How come you were smiling earlier if you weren't happy? That's a sign of happiness.”
Henry Losak: “It is, but it's because of something going on in wrestling. Had he not, you wouldn't see a smile on his face at all. It's only when things are going right in wrestling that he smiles. Not anything else.”
Wagner hms to himself while writing down what has been discussed so far in the session and he's already come to conclusions on what had been said.
Doctor Wagner: “I think you need to make yourself happy without your family and wrestling. Do something other than combat sports to feel the emotions you have, like going to a non violent sports game, do an activity outside of wrestling and even hobbies you can find to do as well. It seems although you have friends that speak German, you need some English speaking friends as well.”
Henry Losak: “To be fair, I only started taking Markus to the German social club to easily make friends that way to begin with.”
Doctor Wagner: “That's great and it's good to start in small steps, but need to take it up a whole notch on having English speaking friends. I know Henry said you have trouble understanding English sometimes, but you need to make leaps forward. Of course you need to work on showing emotions and stop hiding them.”
Markus Lord Raab: “Then I make myself look weak. I don't want to look weak, especially I'm fucking embarrassed what that woman did to me without standing up for myself. That's why I can only show anger. It's my security. I'm insecure as hell.”
Wagner clicks his fingers, noticing that it wasn't from Henry's mouth of him to say that, it was Markus, expressing himself and it gave Wagner short applause for Markus for opening up, especially the words that even Henry didn't expect to hear from Markus at all. Henry was lost for words.
Doctor Wagner: “Do you know how proud of you I am for you to open up to admit your faults? A lot and you portray yourself as a monster out of the ring because it's your safety barrier, but that safety barrier has to break for you to be happy about things outside of your family and wrestling.”
Henry Losak: “I know you have a lot of severe cases of your safety barrier, but you aren't going to advance with your life if you keep using the barrier. You need to be more open and that starts when you meet male and boy fans for the first time before the PPV.”
Doctor Wagner: “Funny enough, I was going to ask about the planning of that. Good, it would teach Markus how to speak to people and how to take compliments from the fans because even people who are very disliked in wrestling have fans. Anyway, I better get back to my office and think about the lack of emotions by providing you with this chart here.”
Henry takes the chart emotions list from Wagner as Markus would rip it up because of the kind of guy he is. Wagner closes his briefcase and leaves the meeting room, along with Henry and Markus. Wagner leaves the headquarters, while Markus goes straight to the gym and workout to face against Diamond Steele and the Wisdom title match coming up as well.
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Time to crush another woman down ustream.com shoot (On-Camera)
“Ah, the famous Diamond Steele who happened to have fought my twin brother a few weeks ago. Believe me, I was just as shocked as you were when he joined a stable and turned to his dark side in that company because he had to do something with being neglicted for PPV title matches he wasn't getting and still hasn't got. But you barely put a video up. I don't know anything about you, other than what I've seen over in that other place because I believe you've not been here long enough to discuss your Level Up career or you might have, but nobody remembers it.
It's like your wrestling career as a whole, not taking anything away and it seems like the only place you put all of your efforts in is Sin City Wrestling and I got to ask, why don't you put in the effort in all the other companies you were or are apart of? I'm always busting my ass the exact same amount if it's Underground, XWF or EHWF. Nothing is different about me whatsoever.
You seem to be in a band of some sorts, but really, what has that got to do with being a successful wrestler? Being in a band can prevent you from being at your best. Me? All I ever think about is wrestling and hurting people especially women who've been my biggest fucking enemies in my life and why I became a monster because I was beaten down by one and it broke me, tore me up so bad that I wanted to kill myself. Wrestling saved my life by being able to express how I feel every single day.
Because nobody will talk to me so I use wrestling as a form of expressing how I feel with myself every single day and I love beating the living shit out of weak ass wrestlers who clearly don't belong in the business. I'm way fucking harder on you with what I said than Konrad would be. You don't have anything going on at all as of late and you are going to be an insect bite, well depending on if you speak about the video already.
I will fuck you up so bad that Level Up staff will regret placing you in this match with me and you aren't going to get out of it that easily. I have no problems using weapons and busting you wide open because that's the violent nature of what you expect from this nasty bastard. I will do everything to win this match, to send Sidney who still hasn't said shit about me a direct message.
You aren't going to be around long if you fuck with me and you aren't going to like anything I'd do in that ring, regardless of the match. I will either pin you for the three count or make one of you bitches tap the fuck out because you aren't anything impressive and haven't been for a long time.”
